Pause button

I have created a new CM account for Tex and I to share

sent him a draft of the message

file hidden until he approves it

and

I sent a message to D

to let him know

because he's

 always on CM

and it's a common courtesy

essentially a "I'm a bit lonely - not looking to replace you...etc etc etc"

and he immediately texted me back

"I would like to discuss me being that option with you in person to be honest before your search begins, Can you commit to that for me?"

and

I have agreed

now

I don't think anything will come of it

I care deeply for D

but

he's not one to want more

and when I've expected more from him in the past

it's been a problem

but

I will hit the pause button

to at the very least

let him understand what's missing.

#overdommed