More Questions to be answered

Fiona also asked:


What is your current favorite song to listen to when you're happy/sad?

ok - so
I don't really listen to music
at least not much
I turn on the radio - mostly NPR
and if I'm bored with NPR (or bored with news from the Ukraine)
I switch over and listen to the 70's station
or
indie rock

but -- I don't have an iPod
or a record player
and haven't bought a CD in ages

Music doesn't soothe me

silence
silence soothes me

when I'm jangled - I want quiet

now
if I want to sing?
it's torch songs

but that's an answer to a question you didn't ask.



What is a trait of Tex that makes your smile biggest/that makes you cringe?

I don't know how to answer that
we haven't been together enough to know each other
a trait that makes me smile?
well

when we were together it was all firsts
and learning how things would be

he worked hard to make it feel normal and everyday
but
it was still new

but that look he gave me when I started to walk on the wrong side of him
that made me stop in my tracks
it made me smile and cringe
all at once



What is your favorite way to masturbate for Tex when he isn't right next to you? What do you fantasize about?

This is the question that I didn't want to answer -- because

I don't really fantasize that much
I don't have a porn movie running in my head
while I enjoy stories
I don't break them out much

if I need a push over the top
I imagine his voice in my ear
which is warm
and stern
and familiar after so many hours with him on the phone

and as for HOW - well - he's the boss -- I don't get to choose -- so my favorite is immaterial.

here endeth the answering.