It's been a few days since I opened my package
to find a delicate necklace
of two interlocked circles
It was hard to give up my crosses
I've worn them for years
decades really
but unless I get a longer chain for them they will tangle with his gift
I find myself thinking of him
and reaching up and touching them
He told me
the darker circle is Tex
and the lighter is me
they make a little singing sound when I touch them
and it makes me feel closer to him
there are times
when I wonder what I mean to him
and
silly as this symbol is
it tells me that he did think carefully
does think carefully when it comes to me
I joked with him the other day
as I struggled with those damned quarters
and he mused about more dastardly punishments
that maybe we should break up
and he laughed at me
"you're mine as long as you wear that necklace", he said
and I touched it
and smiled
and teased back -- "the chain is very fine -- I'm not sure it will hold up" (thinking of toddler hands who grab at it every day when I put her in her carseat)
"you better find a way to fix it quickly if it does" he warned back
making me feel all warm inside
yes
symbols are important
Symbols, like rituals, are not silly at all...this post really made me smile.
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