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Thursday, March 20, 2014

Quiet

I was quiet yesterday

I didn't feel like blogging
it's hard to say something when you have nothing to say

I woke up happy
and was happy throughout the day

but for no particular reason
just happy

and

I made some big decisions
and

I just wanted some time with my own thoughts

lately

Tex is quiet as well
not his fault

but quiet

he's working late hours
and
is far away from me

as far as he's ever been

again
not his fault

he's worn out
but

sometimes I'm greedy
and want more

I'm lucky though
because he knew there would be times when I would need more
and he's allowed for that

and I'm lucky
to have D for those times

who I've spoken off too harshly in the past
thinking him selfish

lol

well

he is that

but he fills the same need for me that I do for him
so perhaps we are both selfish

but soon
I hope soon
I will find a way to have more Tex time
and be filled up at last.

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