I was quiet yesterday
I didn't feel like blogging
it's hard to say something when you have nothing to say
I woke up happy
and was happy throughout the day
but for no particular reason
just happy
and
I made some big decisions
and
I just wanted some time with my own thoughts
lately
Tex is quiet as well
not his fault
but quiet
he's working late hours
and
is far away from me
as far as he's ever been
again
not his fault
he's worn out
but
sometimes I'm greedy
and want more
I'm lucky though
because he knew there would be times when I would need more
and he's allowed for that
and I'm lucky
to have D for those times
who I've spoken off too harshly in the past
thinking him selfish
lol
well
he is that
but he fills the same need for me that I do for him
so perhaps we are both selfish
but soon
I hope soon
I will find a way to have more Tex time
and be filled up at last.
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