A meeting

So I haven't made my decision yet about blogging or not blogging -- but while I do - I'm going to just give it a shot and see how it feels.

Late last week I got a message from a Dom - and he seems like a great fit for me -- a Daddy Dom type - -a bit older (but not too much) - gainfully employed -- an artist

and cute too

and I have tried to feel something about him -- he wants me to do the sub thing where I swoon and think about him all the time - where I melt inside

and

I just don't

and it's not a thing he's done or not done

I think I'm just not prepared for a Dom right now
that roller coaster ride

in the meantime
I had a vanilla date

it was a whirlwind sort of thing -- apparently his subscription to the dating site was running out -- so WHIZ BANG - we were at the coffee stage  - in about 24 hours from first contact

let me pause here by saying - -he's not the typical guy for me -- he's VERY outgoing -- and super sporty -- and I didn't think anything would come of it

so I approached this as if dating was off the table.
and had a great time getting to know him

(and interestingly - for someone I met online in a HUGE city - we know people who know the same people -- so I guess that makes us only 3 degrees of separation - weird)

and up until the last 10 minutes of the date - I didn't think it was going anywhere other than friendship -- when he walked me to my car and planted a kiss on me that curled my toes (and I did my best to curl his back)

and we're going out again on Wednesday.

huh.

didn't see that coming

Will this go somewhere?

maybe
maybe not

but I think it might be good for me to keep my feet on the ground for a bit
and stay in the kiddie pool
and figure out what's right for me