So -- here I am -- vanilla dating away
and talking to some very sweet guys
that I find very charming
and who
out of all the people in the world should pop out of nowhere and contact me?
BB
who you most likely don't remember
but about 18 months ago
(I told you guys that there's only 18 months of girls in this city -- and I seem to pop back into rotation at that point)
I was talking to a wonderful Dom
a wonderful man
who I mentioned was out of my league
and ultimately
he didn't have time for me and I called it quits
out of nowhere - he messages me
and he's free
and I'm free
and he is testing the waters
blink
blink blink
I went back to the old blog and yeah
I was very into him
he is one of those people who is truly inspirational
in fact - his full-time work is a charity venture focused on children
but
loyal readers
I have put aside thoughts of him
and am going to continue with plan A
to vanilla or not to vanilla
(thank you for the shaving thoughts -- D's in particular cracked me up -- "vanilla's don't shave" rofl
I have had 3 dates with one nice man - and have 2 first dates coming up
and we'll see how it goes
and slowly
I am healing up a bit
the breakup feels more distant
I'm no longer tearful when I pump gas and realize that normally I would take a photo of the gas pump to tell him how much gas I bought at what price
yes -- Exxon makes me misty
and I've actually bought some underwear -- because - I do that now.
and test or no test from the delicious BB
I soldier on.
So you told BB, nah, not interested?
ReplyDeleteGlad you're having fun!!
Thanks for the update, sounds like you are doing well.....
ReplyDeletehugs abby
Exxon makes you misty, and Costco makes my girly parts stand at attention. :)
ReplyDeleteGirls in underwear are so dam sexy and then the peeling off them just rocks my boat.
ReplyDeleteGlad you are having fun
Hugs Tina Ashly xxx