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Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Is this a fucking test?

So -- here I am -- vanilla dating away

and talking to some very sweet guys
that I find very charming

and who
out of all the people in the world should pop out of nowhere and contact me?

BB

who you most likely don't remember
but about 18 months ago
(I told you guys that there's only 18 months of girls in this city -- and I seem to pop back into rotation at that point)

I was talking to a wonderful Dom
a wonderful man
who I mentioned was out of my league

and ultimately
he didn't have time for me and I called it quits

out of nowhere - he messages me
and he's free
and I'm free

and he is testing the waters

blink
blink blink

I went back to the old blog and yeah

I was very into him

he is one of those people who is truly inspirational
in fact - his full-time work is a charity venture focused on children

but
loyal readers

I have put aside thoughts of him
and am going to continue with plan A

to vanilla or not to vanilla

(thank you for the shaving thoughts -- D's in particular cracked me up -- "vanilla's don't shave"  rofl

I have had 3 dates with one nice man - and have 2 first dates coming up
and we'll see how it goes

and slowly
I am healing up a bit

the breakup feels more distant
I'm no longer tearful when I pump gas and realize that normally I would take a photo of the gas pump to tell him how much gas I bought at what price

yes -- Exxon makes me misty

and I've actually bought some underwear -- because - I do that now.

and test or no test from the delicious BB
I soldier on.


4 comments:

  1. So you told BB, nah, not interested?

    Glad you're having fun!!

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  2. Thanks for the update, sounds like you are doing well.....
    hugs abby

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  3. Exxon makes you misty, and Costco makes my girly parts stand at attention. :)

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  4. Girls in underwear are so dam sexy and then the peeling off them just rocks my boat.
    Glad you are having fun
    Hugs Tina Ashly xxx

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