Another visitor from D past

So I have a dinner date tonight with an old friend
an old Dom friend

I dated him after Mr. C

before the Captain
before SD
before M

He was sort of my reboundDom

and I learned a lot from him
he's dark
and fun
and - a bit dangerous

I wrote about him way back when
and have since deleted those entries from the blog I had then

I may repost a few things if things continue

but D and I are talking
about revisiting things a bit

in a more casual way than before I think
but then again
I don't know what he's thinking until we talk

What I can tell you is that we had a very intense time
and

our problems had more to do with what I wanted and my expectations than with him misrepresenting

and

I'm starting to think that it's too soon to find something long term

I'm mourning the Man

pretty deeply

He's here
in my city this week
and I don't get to see him

because it's too soon

we're pretending he's not here
but he is
just 1 hour from me right now

and - there have been a lot of tears over the weekend
and it really sent home to me

that it's too soon

so

the Doms I'm talking to
I'm going to talk to them

but no more players are aloud on the ice.

So it's 515 -- I'm about to go get the Pixie

and at 730

I'll see D again
and he might be a good remedy for my heartbreak
he certainly is an amazing distraction

wish me luck