The second date

J says he wants to go slow
and

it's sort of hard to tell if this is the go-slow plan
or the

I'm not all that interested plan

so I'm just going to see if he asks me out again
and see how I feel about it at the time

I would have preferred to have a little more action on my date
but we watched a movie
and snuggled
and I got tickled a bit
and a smack on the bottom for being a smart ass

and that was about it

It is a funny dance isn't it?

tomorrow is Thursday and I plan to meet a Dom that I've spoken to in the past --
and am not all that sure about now

he's very charismatic
but there are things to consider

and I'm also talking to a very nice man who's

ok

don't freak out

vanilla

or at least I assume so - he could certainly be just as kinky as anyone else
but

so far I like him
what I know of him
and I'm not afraid to walk on the notsowild side a bit too

as for the Man and I
we have officially decided to cool things off to friends only

with more than a bit of remorse on both sides

sometimes love just sucks ya'll

He's in town next week
and we will not be seeing each other
he has wisely declared it too soon

fucking wise man

I have to remind myself that I was the one being all mature about this

more adventures to come
B