I was on Fetlife and I noticed that the Captain updated his profile
and
sweetly
it referenced me twice
once - in that he's sacrificed relationships for his career
and again
with the story of fondling me in the Starbucks
it was sweet to be remembered
to be thought of
it's sweet to be regretted
even if
the reality is
that if I was more of what he wanted
that
I would not have been sacrificed so easily
but who cares about reality
fantasy is fun
and in the fantasy
I'm the one who got away
(sigh)
sort of nice for us both.
hmmm, would it be too nosy to wonder what he said about you in Starbucks?
ReplyDeleteoh - he just commented on this: http://beatricesufferlove.blogspot.com/2013/07/aye-captain.html
ReplyDeletefondly
it was sweet