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Saturday, August 17, 2013

remembered

I was on Fetlife and I noticed that the Captain updated his profile

and

sweetly

it referenced me twice

once - in that he's sacrificed relationships for his career
and again

with the story of fondling me in the Starbucks

it was sweet to be remembered
to be thought of

it's sweet to be regretted

even if
the reality is

that if I was more of what he wanted
that
I would not have been sacrificed so easily

but who cares about reality

fantasy is fun

and in the fantasy
I'm the one who got away
(sigh)

sort of nice for us both.


2 comments:

  1. hmmm, would it be too nosy to wonder what he said about you in Starbucks?

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  2. oh - he just commented on this: http://beatricesufferlove.blogspot.com/2013/07/aye-captain.html

    fondly

    it was sweet

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