a hiccup

So

the date was way longer than I wanted
I was ready for him to go home

and he stayed

and as the night wore on
and I thought I would get mine?

I didn't

nope

not until the wee hours of the morning
and then it was from nipple play

which are only little ones for me

I finally asked to masturbate

he's a nice man
but more than a bit selfish

he's a great kisser
and is smart and funny
and direct
and an alpha male

but

he smokes
and smokes pot

um

in my backyard
without asking ahead of time
and spent way too much of the date high

(OMG  -- when Mr. C reads this I'm going to get such a look from him)

and while I think he can be my friend
and someone I see from time to time

I can't let this be where I spend so much time that I never meet anyone

B

PS -- I feel sorry for the next man I give a blow job too - because I am worn out from it -- this guy used up a month of BJ's in one night.