A weekend alone

It shouldn't feel different
but it does

I'm not used to having a Tex around - things are new new new

but he's spoiled me
with hours spent on Skype

He joked about having cameras in my house (which is of course impossible -- he doesn't even know where I live and we live 1200 miles apart - which takes away any creepiness in that statement)

and I joked back that we could just leave Skype open all the time or set up a nanny cam

and laughed

Tex is going to be away this weekend
we've agreed to maintain our casual FWB relationships
as we will not be together physically for some time

I am not a nun
nor is he a monk

He will be seeing her -- I assume she is a sub or slave
it's his birthday weekend - -and she's planned something nice for him

and I'm happy for him
I will keep my relationship with D
assuming that we continue

and it will keep us going

in the meantime
I have some homework
(which is good-- as I shall miss him)

I had a list of BDSM activities to rank
Scale of 1 - 5 - soft or hard limits

and I'm also asked what I would do if I were planning his birthday weekend

so we shall have some fun here as I throw the ideas around.

and it will pass the time.

I shall miss him
and how nice it is to have someone to miss.