I got worked up last night
and before I knew it I was in tears
that tears that wouldn't stop
and while Tex wanted to know what was bothering me
what was bothering me didn't match my reaction
which made it blow out of proportion
so
we've talked
well - I wrote it out
because I wanted to be clear
and didn't want another emotional outburst
when there were really just some things I needed to say
and
I won't say it's all better
but we understand each other
and that's more important than a perfect tied in a bow solution
tonight I have a date with D
which will be good for me
because at least part of my problem is sheer loneliness for plain old human touch
B
LDR is so tough most days. Wait- All days.
ReplyDeleteBut glad you and he came to and understanding and nothing is perfect that is for sure.
Hoping your night with D gave you what you craved.
~faithful