Aye Captain

I had a note yesterday from the Man - he's on vacation -- and it seems to be going well.  it was a bittersweet note to read.  He wants to keep in touch - but is struggling, as am I -- with shifting me back from sub to friend.

I haven't responded yet -- I'm not quite sure what to say

words

the written word
always exposes too much of me

I can masquerade much better in a phone call than in an email - where my blogging habits are more likely to come out and spray him with emotion.

the truth is though -- I'm doing this Domdating in part to make some degree of distance between us.

and it is helping

I have a date with the FWB (who will need a name) on Friday -- we plan to catch a movie -- I'm not sure if there will be any B in our date -- or if it's all F

and I had a nice conversation with my old friend the Captain.

If you're a long time reader you'll remember him.  The Captain is a TPE sort of Dom - we considered each other several years ago - 2011 I think -- and ended up not, because he took a job transfer to another city.

Last December we had a lunch and a brief encounter -

he's a sweet man
I've always liked him and for some reason I don't mind all that much the brief encounters

he's sort of the wise-mentor sort.

We chatted a bit on Fet
and then some more in Yahoo

and reminisced
bringing to the front of my mind a very hot encounter in a Starbucks

the Captain had allowed me to go to the bathroom - and when I came out - he was standing in the doorway - blocking it
to the outside world he was just a man
leaning against the doorway
and he was chatting up the barista
and
reached his free arm back
to thoroughly
and completely

explore and fondle me
and pinch
and explore
never missing a beat in his conversation

leaving me with no doubt
of his control
and my place in things

it remains one of the hottest things I've experienced
and it was sweet to know that he remembers it so fondly too

will it lead to something?

you never know

but

it reminds me that men who want me to squish about in cum covered shoes
are really not my cup of tea