Some updates

It's been a bit quiet over here I know.

I met the FWB and we hit it off

or at least -- we hit it off enough.

He's a bit more enthusiastic about keeping in touch than I am

but then again
I'm so used to being the needy one
perhaps it's good to be a little less so

I like him
he's a nice man
I'll never be in love with him
but he's fun

We're figuring out when we can meet again

and

things are progressing with the Man
I'm doing my homework
and growing.

this will be a stressful week for the budding relationship
as he will be out of contact for much of the 4 day weekend
with one of his FWB situations

and on the baby front the trial has been moved by about 3 months (at this point) -- actually the date has not yet been set -- but 3 months seems like the time they will shoot for.  They were frankly doing it a bit early as it was -- so Octoberish

so many more months of challenges with the Pixie's mom.
and CPS
and my agency

and reading through this entry I realize I sound like I'm down

and I'm not

I'm sort of feeling a bit flat today
neither up nor down

a bit tired
but nothing more

it's a good day
just not an amazing day

then again -- the Pixie will be up soon - and that could bring out my sun pretty darn fast.

Have a wonderful day

B