total block

this is the 4th entry I've tried to write today

sometimes you get block because you have too many thoughts in your head

but tonight

it's more that I don't have any fully developed ones

although I like blogging every day
there are days when it becomes a burden



so I typed the word burden and it made me pause

burden is a harsh word isn't it?
there's no upside to the word "burden"

but really it's just a weight isn't it?
a responsibility?
something to carry?

at any rate

sometimes
writing every day is challenging

it helps to focus on why I need to do it
that doing it is what he has asked of me

required of me

a daily reminder
of his control

yes

that helps

that daily reminder
that connection

every day

and just like that

by focusing on what I need to focus on
the deed is done
and

the weight is lifted