Hot Sweaty Sex Dream

I had a dream last night
there were a lot of things going on in the dream
too many to hold onto long enough to type

but during part of the night
there was a hot sex scene

and during part of it
I was watching as if it were a TV show

knowing that one of them was me
because I could feel it

but able to see both

and sometimes I was her
and sometimes I was him

but the pronouns were wrong

because the person kissing me was not female nor was she male
and vice versa

there was no gender
just

amazing foreplay
between me and not me

at least sometimes
they were me and not me
because sometimes I was both
and sometimes I was neither

and we touched and kissed
and the breath passed back and forth in that heady way
that makes you forget everything else


but I woke up
wanting more in the middle of the night
and trying to fall back into the dream

and I did
but not the sex parts of the dream
the other parts
that took place in a diner
but not a diner
and an office building
but not an office building