because the readers really do reflect back what you send out there
and
instead of being a good and obedient girl
that says
"yes Daddy -- I will"
I bitched a bit
Iiiiiiii bitched more than a bit.
and sure enough
what I put out
got reflected back at me in the comments
is that the right thing to do?
was it submissive of me?
nope
I aired my laundry out in the world
(which again -- worked better when the Dom didn't read here)
sigh
the theme for January seems to be
and by the way
Tex is the king of fairness
I've traded Friday for Thursday
the night my mom picks up the baby
which is a huge improvement for me
and
I should have just kept it to myself
and talk to him about it and not aired it here
so
how many days left in January to get my mind right?
I best get after it
Thank God Jury Duty is over!
It is your Blog :) , but I get what he is saying and glad you worked out the shopping night.
ReplyDelete~faithful
and I'm sorry for putting my 2 cents out there that way...I was in a very pissy mood, and feeling rather put upon and put your thoughts into my world...and really...NONE of us has the same world. We all live on this planet...but occupy so many different realms...it is not....NOT ... (if i could make that bigger i would) NOT for me to be judging Tex or anyones relationship...and it is fine for you to write what you want here...this was all on me, my friend, and i'll take this moment to apologize to you and to Tex.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry for shooting off my bloody big mouth.
I'm sorry for making such a caustic comment --it was inappropriate of me and there are just days when my fingers type that which should be left unsaid and thought about.
Please, I hope you both will accept my heartfelt apologizies for being an asshat.
love,
nilla
@Nilla -- not a bit -- you didn't hurt any feelings -- I don't think I realized how bitchy I was about it on the blog until everyone started commenting - it sort of woke me up to the naughty brat I was being -- so thanks! -- B
DeleteI didn't comment with the intent of bring any perceived brattiness to your attention (because I didn't perceive you as being bratty, just frustrated), more from trying to be comforting that it's not that bad and the pay off of a free weekend more than makes up for it.
ReplyDeleteI did try sin's option (which isn't an option for you, I know), of letting the other household members shop but the things on the list would morph into things altogether different... somehow russet potatoes would become ruffles potato chips, 1% milk would somehow be transformed to chocolate milk, oh, the best one was when the Windex turned into the latest Die Hard movie. Not sure how that happened. It's alchemy apparently. So the Alchemists no longer have shopping duty.