Tex is in bed early
and now so am I
another week down
and
we're sitting here texting naughty texts
he teases me
offering to tie me up and do bad things
and when I tell him I would like it
he reminds me that he doesn't care if I do or not
why in the world is that such a turn on?
(laughs)
it is though
strangely
I do have times when I think
I'm not really a sub
I'm just an attention whore
I just love the intensity
or
I just want the endorphins
and the passion
and then
I think about being punished
and how balanced it made me feel
and there was no reward afterwards
no orgasms
no good girls
it was done
and we moved on
closer
but
no tricky endorphins to trick a vanilla girl into thinking that she's in a cheesy novel
and I remember
this IS who I am
and who I was made to be.
Does it matter what title you give yourself. Main thing is you enjoy it, you get off on it, and you want to do it!! Have a great weekend ,relax and try and get lots of naughty therapy so you will be fighting fit on Monday to face the low life's in court.
ReplyDeleteWill be thinking of you
Hugs Ashly xx
sounds very sweet and contented actually,
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Lovely! There is nothing like that little sudden tug that reminds us..and centers us..and makes us feel...(all the good stuff--connected, released from the 'bad girl' feelings,). There is something in that power that just...mmmm...makes me all melty.
ReplyDeleteSo happy to hear you're happy.
nilla