I did ask for it
and he did have me download the app
it tells him where I am all the time
beyond that
there's a history of where I've been
all day long
how long I've been there
He asked me today how it made me feel
and
it's funny
a bit secure
but also
a bit strange
that he can see where I am
(and I can see where he is)
all the time
is a bit like having him watch over me
sweet no?
well
perhaps only in D/s world
sometimes I'm struck by how strange all of this is and then
I think
what difference does that make?
I am happy with who I am
and who we are
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In other news
Tex has SAD -- and he warned me about it when we met - that the winter months are hard on him
so I should have been prepared
he warned me not to take it personally
but
it's hard not to
(He'll fuss at me a bit when he reads this -- reminding me that he told me so)
I wish I could make it better
that I could mail him some sunshine
or a blowjob
perhaps a blow job in the sunshine
that would work
poor man
Not surprised Tex has sad after seeing the weather what you are having! Medical speaking a blowjob is a well known cure for all illnesses. Stay safe
ReplyDeleteHugs Ashly xx
A full spectrum light in the room he spends the most time in. Works like a charm!!!!
ReplyDeleteWe've gotten about 10 minutes back. A full spectrum light helps sometimes...but not all the time. Ask my family what a cranky-assed wench I've been these last 3 weeks, the hardest of the year. Better and better each day. At 5 p.m. last night it was heavy dusk, but there was still a bit of light, and that helps me a ton. Tex, i fully grok your pain on this.
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