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Saturday, October 5, 2013

A new guy

the FWB search continues with a coffee tomorrow night

He's a nice man
in a similar situation

very into rope

and

I'm ambivalent.

now

part of this is that I haven't taken as much time to get to know him
what I know of him I like

but I will have to like him a lot to want to take things farther

my heart and mind is full of Tex
and there isn't a lot of room left

lol

I don't imagine that Tex will be happy to hear that
because he wants me to have a balanced life

and I shall have it

but

if this man isn't right for me
I will wait
and find one that will

until I can have the one I want.

2 comments:

  1. Maybe I'm the only one who'll say this, but you know, you always need that one annoying friend...

    Do you need a new guy? One who you aren't that into? Maybe you should just let your heart and mind be full of Tex and the rest of your life be full of Pixie and friends and family and job? It sounds busy and stressful and it's hard to juggle being a single mom and job and everything ...

    Why do you need a guy on the side? Just asking. I get that you think you do... but do you?

    -sin

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  2. Ditto- what sin says.......

    ~faithful

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