and then next..

...as we drove through the night
his hand explored
up my thigh
pushing aside my skirt
and finding me wet
and wanting

as we drove it struck me how far from home I am
how alone I should feel
sailing through the dark night
with a man
who feels familiar
but is completely new to me

but when we got here
and I came in
and was given a vase for my flowers
and encouraged to cut the stems

and as we moved downstairs to his room
and settled in for the night
I realized that I don't feel far from home at all

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Now
just in case you think it's all sunshine and puppies
I did have a debt to pay

Yes -- my "yeahs" and "uh huhs" must be paid for

it seems
that the first one is good for 2 licks
and the second adds 4

the third adds 6

I have 12

2
4
6
8
10
12
14
16
18
20
22
24
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156

and He got out his tools

and a nasty looking set they were too

I don't have the names for them -  perhaps Tex can supply them
but

as he tested each of them
requiring me to say, "1 - Thank you Sir may I have another....2 - Thank you Sir, may I have another" -- I became sniffley

partially because it was a terrible sting
partially for the shame of being punished (which I loathe)
and most certainly over being embarrassed at what  a candy ass I am

He stopped at 49 -- leaving me 107 left to pay
and cuddled me a bit

and eventually we turned in to sleep
and I slept in the arms of this man for the first of what I hope will be many many times.