What will it be like...

Tex asks me that a lot.

What would you do....

or What would it be like....

usually followed by:

...if you looked up from your desk and found me standing there
or

....if I rang your doorbell and I was standing there.


last night we talked about what it will be like
when I'm there

and we talked about the house rules
and what I should plan to take with me

I'll be taking my blindfold
and my vibe
and my leash and collar.

and I've been told that the leash and collar need to be at the top of my bag.

and to know that I'll be naked as soon as I walk through the door
and anytime I'll be in the house

what a shock that will be

it's a long drive to his house from the airport
a lot of time to talk
and adjust

(btw- I think I'm flying into the wrong airport - -it's a long drive for him - -I think he was too polite to say so -- I wish he had - I feel bad now -- although the flights to his town is 3 hours longer than the one to where I'm flying)

and he'll have a place for me at his feet

We're looking at this weekend as a peek into what life together might be like
and when he comes here
we'll be looking at that as well

so
In just 2 Days and 17 hours and some change

I'll be there
in his car
driving home
to see what life has in store for us

I'm glad we talked
because my view of time together was so ill defined
and now

I can see myself
at his feet
close in

and it makes me smile.