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Sunday, October 13, 2013

Distance and Control


Although the $50 thing doesn't start until Monday - the shoe rule has been around awhile  

Text Tex a photo of the shoes for approval before purchase.

Now -the $50 thing is much more about not purchasing things you don't plan to buy -- no costly impulse buys - which isn't too tough for me - -because I agonize over most purchases -- certainly anything over about $75 -- but I do plan most of the costlier ones.

Saturday, I was shopping with the BFF (something I do rarely - she has moved away) -- which is why Tex delayed the rest of the rules until Monday

but we both knew that there would be shoe shopping -- the BFF is the source of my shoe addiction

and I couldn't get this damned photo to send
no connection

so I'm describing them through text
and stalling as I shop

waiting to get a response

and

finally -- finally got one.

and the shoes came home with me.

I found myself a bit frustrated by all of this
because the distance makes it hard
as I agonized over how I would extract myself from this in front of the BFF
if he said no

but

then again-- it's not supposed to be easy -- right?

If I were there near him all the time -- there would be many things that I would need to remember
and stay focused on

this permission would be easier - he might even go with me
as we both like shoes

but something else would be difficult.

and while I really wanted the shoes
and didn't love waiting to know if I could get them

I'm wet typing about it
yes

it turned me on
and turns me on to
have to ask





4 comments:

  1. LOVE the shoes. Understand that sudden hot rush at the lasso of distance control. :) You're on a hella ride, subsis. Hang on tight... !!

    Hugs,

    nilla

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    1. @Nilla - I do love them too! -- and it is a hell of a ride

      B

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  2. Those shoes are hot. I bet they make your legs go on for ever:
    Hugs Ashly xx

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  3. Love, love, love the shoes!!! i'm so glad you got approval - and yes, it's hot to have to ask. :-)

    sofia

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