are you ready?

Tex sends me a lot of messages that say, "Hope you are ready..."

today he asked me if I was ready for him to have that much power over me

that's a hard question to answer

since I can't really know of much power is "that much power"

but I know that I want to give him more

and I imagine after that I will want to give him more after that

I'm getting a bit addicted

it's been a tough week for us

I was busy with my Mom (who is doing much better)
and then sick
and voiceless

and he had his kids this weekend

so little time to talk

and right now I'm craving him
craving his voice
and his hands

OMG -- have I mentioned his fucking hands
they're amazing

I am craving is hands
on my ass
on my breasts
on my throat

I am craving his growl in my ear
and yes

I will want to give him more power
ready

or not