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Sunday, October 20, 2013

As things wind down...


I am packed -- and dressed again

I have spent the majority of my time here naked
on a blanket at his feet 

balancing on one cheek and then the other -- trying to find a non-sore spot.

Tex created a normal weekend filled with domesticity
a peek into our possible future

Which meant no over the top D/s hijinx or acrobatics
no rope

oh

um

a bit of chain
heavy chain
Marley's Ghost sort of chain
around my waist
and up between my legs tightly
as I paid for my 107

bur other than that
a bit of normal

As Mouse said in the comments to the previous post
he's showing me what submission can be with the right Dom for me.

of course
what will really matter is how we feel when we go home
will he want me as much
or will he have found something that is a deal breaker for him

we both have to answer that question

so as we approach the end-- and I've calculated that we're 66 days and change from the next proposed visit
I know it will take an act of will to be strong and get on my flight to go home

I imagine that I will shed a tear or two
and will feel a bit down tomorrow

I am ready to see the Pixie
but I am not ready to go home.

now see - I've made myself emotional
and we still have a lot of time in the car -- silly girl that I am
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5 comments:

  1. BeatriceOctober 20, 2013 at 4:09 PM

    (note -- I thought this published -- but I see it was hung up -- I just sent it from the airport -- where I await my flight - -delayed (so far) by 1 hour

    B

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  2. KittenOctober 20, 2013 at 5:43 PM

    It's absolutely beautiful to read such words; to hear that someone else in D/s land is happy. I hope you and Tex keep your groove and that your 66 days fly past. Safe travels :)
    Katie

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  3. mouseOctober 20, 2013 at 6:39 PM

    You'll both be fine...that's mouse's official prediction.

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  4. faithfulOctober 20, 2013 at 6:55 PM

    66 days.... easy-peasy

    Well not really- I won't lie LDR is not easy, BUT

    I am right there along with you and if I can do it, so can you :)

    And when it is the right man, the right Dom

    then the neither time, distance or situation really matters.

    Wishing you safe travels and a wonderful reunion with Pixie.

    ~faithful

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  5. nillaOctober 20, 2013 at 7:33 PM

    I'm thrilled that your weekend has come to be good for you. That you've connected in reality, that the reality was that good. I am happy for you, dear friend. and hopeful that your next meeting will be just as good. No--better. 66 days is holly-daze time...what a gift that will be, for you both. (and no wrapping, either. :) Yes, that was a pun)

    love,

    nilla

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